Self reflection of 2013

I used to love reading and writing. Hence, I made this blog. But now technology has getting in my way. Now, I love watching (TV, YouTube, movie, drama and etc).  I read & write less. (I don’t even frequently do blog hopping anymore!) I also noticed that my writing & communication skills have dropped tremendously (not that I’m an expert before, but better than now). Word does not come out easily either writing or talking. I usually draft it my mind before I write or say something. Now, that is the only things I do. I draft it in my mind and consider it done. Everything is in the back of my mind. It sounds weird or is it normal?

Cafe full of books. A serene view while enjoying my cup of coffee.

As you could see, I only wrote 1 entry in 2013. Pathetic as it may seem. And now it’s already December! In 2013, my blog only has opening & closing. No content. Now, it makes me wondering. What did I done in 2013? Has my life become empty/boring too? Did I just wake up, go to work, home, work, home again routine?

(Wait a minute, let me check on what did I wrote in 2012. Maybe some hints?)

I see. I have a few new hobbies in 2012. Baking, cooking and gardening. How about 2013? I don’t even bake anymore. And all my pot plant has withered. :-( What is happening? Do I lack of motivation? Tenacity? I think I know the answer now, but I will keep it to myself. Yes, writing does help. It makes my scattered thought organized. It makes me see things clearly. I should write & read more (I’ll try).

What with the sudden serious entry, today? Well, it hits me when I was asking Paparil to go to the Big Bad Wolf (BBW) books sales with me last weekend. His immediate response, “Seriously? Buku tahun lepas dah berabuk dalam drawer tak baca2. No.” Really? One year?  I’m sorry books.

P/S: I still went anyway. *peace*